This is me today

Wll actually this whole week. Too much to do, not enough time. I want to scream. I am trying to remain as stress free as possible. It's getting hard to keep a smile on my face and my brain from exploding.
Ryan has a double ear infection with a cold on top, just like an awesome germ sundae. He is on antibiotics, after 2 trips to the doctors and several breathing treatments.
Allen's 40th birthday party is on full speed towards Saturday. I want it to be perfect and un for him. I want it to be an awesome 40th birthday. And I want my sanity back. So I am looking forward to Saturday to happen. But I am even more so looking forward to Sunday when it is all over.
Myself? I am still trying to work and trying to be a good mom/wife/maid. Oh, who am I kidding, my maid skills suck tremendously. I am a marginal wife. And maybe just a little bit better of a mom these days. I constantly feel like I am not giving anything 100%. And I wish I could. So I need to work on that. Maybe if I got into my Bible study a little heavier, all of these pieces would fall into place abit easier. So maybe that needs to happened first. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Yes,that is where I need to go when I am most stressed out and feeling like a failure to everyone.
Anyway, enough of that. You don't come here to hear my woe-is-me's.
My one funny thing for the day is this....Ryan calls movies "BOOBIES". And no, that is not the type of movie he has been watching. However, now looking at Jessie on Toy Story 2, she has a pretty nice figure for a cartoon character. Heck, so does Ariel from the Little Mermaid, minus the tail. haha